I have stopped blogging in xanga na ah! Anyway, here's the link to my new blog site:

http://cindyrella-stories.blogspot.com

Always be happy!

i carry your heart with me,
i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.
anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the trree called life
which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart,
i carry it in my heart.

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

Love is not what the mind thinks, but what the heart feels.

Don't wanna be myself, by myself anymore!!! (Eto ang unang entry ko na tagalog...)

Nakakinis.. hindi ako pinasama ni Mama sa swimming. Last outing na sana iyon eh. With my beau and his friends. Ewan ko kung bakit pero I feel insecure. Magwo-work kaya ang long distance relationships? I've tried that before pero ayun, meron at merong magloloko. At ako yun. Bata pa naman ako nun eh. Pero ngayon, pakirandam ko true love na ito. Kaya lang, would this relationship work? Sabi nila, "True love is tested by Distance." Doon kasi papasok ang loyalty, honesty and trust.

Pero paano ba itong pagka-selosa ko?!! Dapat ba akong ma-insecure dahil makakasama niya ng mga friends niyang girls? Sabi pa naman sa magazine, di dapat ma-insecure ang magaganda..!!

Paano naman kasi, base from my experience, about 10 relationships? Halos ha! Halos lahat ng lalake ay para-pareho lamang. Kakaiba silang species na sometimes, I wished na sana isa na lamang akong batong walang nararandaman.

Paano pag na-develop siya sa iba? Paano pag kinalimutan niya na lang ako basta2x? Paano pag nawala ang magic? It really hurts to think about it...  At nakakatawa man pero naiiyak na tuloy ako while I'm doing this. Well, only time can tell. May be, I just have to let destiny to take its course. Kumbaga, bahala na nga siya. Minsan kasi unfair din yung destiny eh. Wala siyang pakialam kung may masasaktan man siya. Pero siya lang ang nakakaalam. Ang daya-daya niya. Hmp! Eto yung gagawin mo nga lahat pero siya pa rin masusunod. Para ano? For lessons? Damn it! I don't need to learn. I just wanna be with him forever!

Don't wanna be forever blue,

Cause I deserve some love that's true,

Finding it the hard way,

And wishing for it everyday,

Well, I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah,

Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid to be forever blue... T_T